Bad is no Good

Sun sprouts another day beautifully
at my backyard, the golden color
gushing brightly in my naked eyes~

I conceal my face, under the
pillow, refusing to see the rays, not
knowing the day is new and fresh~

My itineraries look dull and rot,
i walk towards the water,
it looks cold and frozen, like me.
something forces me, towards a path,
i drive past the road, which isnt clear,
doubting to pass thro, unable to find
the signboard and signal to my destiny,
i feel stranded in the middle of the road!

But that might be the best choice, where
i take the road, which i wish
no one would be, where i can
look isolated from the world,
probably on a mountain cliff, with
eagles flying across, the height
challenging me to take a jump down.
Wouldnt it be a perfect end?

Born naked, lived under the arms of
most affectionate humans, swept
away from home at young,
lived life on own for most part
to this minute, suddenly i cant hold
anything together, itz paining,
eyes water, heart gets heavy,
world seems so weird.

Love and friendship for which
i held, utmost respect in my heart
seemed to fade away~ Again
the sun starts melting, the
dark clouds taunts me, with a wicked smile
oh, its getting cold, its getting cold
for i have lost one more, one more day!

@ravind

Musical World

"Music my world "

No one near, except for the lightness
portrayed inside me, there was darkness, 
on a hilly patch, i could

hardly see any stars gazing,
but my heart was still musing, to the
tunes of my life!

Deep down, my eyes were silent, so was
my mood, which swung from one end to another,
said a lot, but whatever it said, the
background which i listened to, made
the universe, remain quiet and still for me.

At the outset of hearing the heat beats
of my mum when i bedded on her chest,
the first instrument was heard!
the little walks i took on the field side, where
the voice of cuckoo murmuring, the songs of
villagers while reaping paddy, pounding of
water from the pump set, and noise of
kids swimming were other mesmerizing beats,
which was heeded too!

Music the metaphorical translation
of moments, which one bonds to,
the euphony, which made me forget
the world around, and took me to
other world, which everyone wishes to see
is my only friend ~ all days and nits!

@ravind

On a November Evening

Lost between the world of reality and fantasy
somewhere something is deep and hollow,
covering my face, under the pillow
closed my eyes, to think narrow
wish to paint my walls yellow,
coz you loved it, kiddo.....

The heart is heavy to sigh,
saying you were the reason for high,
i dont lie, coz am
willing to die~  for you were
always my pie#

Missing you, gave me hell
so started walking a mile,
i fell to walk the stretch ,
for you were beyond my reach

Wish a day off, coz
i looked totally bumped off,
you were the reason
for being in prison,
will you come to free me?

"bad is good, being
good is no good"

Hard Moments

Life`s biggest expectations spur upon,
so are the fears and compulsions
Hatred against the raged world prevails,
upon the love of some good hearted people!

Discovering, even this bad day will passby
and these tiny matters would go down easily
is hard to convince and believe, nevertheless
the bigger picture takes shape side by side.

you got to hold on, and never surrender for
you are not just a promise, for the real
passion, queer and ambition wont die.

Everyday confidence prevails before eyes closed,
from mother`s womb to taking shape, everything
takes its own course of time, dont dream
to build castles over night, because
reality is far from imagination.

wake up, walk down and climb it, for watever
you learned, believed and experienced!