If You are With Me.....

Laying down all alone, I ran out of emotions

Infact I had become a deadwood, by choice

I lie down peacefully without any noise, to

hear the sound of your soul & voice...

With the fallen orange colored leaves on the boulevard,

the spring gave the best backdrop it can ever offer,

We were alone & the ambiance adjusted itself to perfection,

we sat alongside overlooking the lake, a 

reality of which made it as our own universe!

As I threw a pebble in to the water,

it jumped thrice, before taking a deep dive in to the lake

the sun glared on the reflections the pebble made...

Beauty of Love, is beauty in itself

You were my Love, You were my beauty

To sketch you in words, I chose

to tap the musical chords~ 

I can't believe you left me all alone 

in this world, because I don't feel it,

I don't believe in God & I misbelieve death

How can I believein it when all 

I hear is your heart beat in mine,

You held me so near to your heart, like how

coconut beholds the water inside it

When I touched your lips with mine, I

sensed the agony of moon in vain,

You irked me with so much gravity, that

I orbited you like, moon around the earth

I believe in living & dying 

and not in meeting & parting, 

Take me away with you, it

hurts to see u as a star & admire u

Take me away with you...It hurts be alone...lonely...

I can't eye anything, except you

I abstain from breathing with you not near

I don't want the heart, which can beat 

when u aren't near to greet,

I refuse to exist without you....

If I can sleep peacefully as a corpse,

Only to visualize you & your love, then

let me live & die this day,

let me live & die this minute,

let me live & die this second............

Fantasy Ride

Reasons are plenty yet quite wispy 

I go in to the fantasy world 

to make suffering less painful,

I choose to reserve the pillion, when we ride

I want to glide towards you, I wish to

coz that brings hope in to my life

As the mighty sun, salutes us with brightness

the Moon envies & subdues in to the clouds,

Not to make the moment less graceful, 

the rain drops pour in to our way, 

making the road mesmerizing, empty & quiet!

As the drizzle reduces, we laze on the

tiny grasses in the highway.......

My thirst for living in an utopian island

is quenched through my fantasy drive

As we near our wooden hut, surrounded by green lush tress 

on one side & blue waters on our backyard,

my scarcity of words to describe the moment

exposes my apthy & impuissance

I struggle literally in my literary

You walk ahead of me, straight in to those blue waters

My voice is hardly heeded, I want to say

"esperar para mi bebé" (wait for me baby) 

I ran towards the waters, I ran

across the sea and sands, I couldn't

find your face, your eyes, your words,

my anger gushes out, poor ocean 

puts itself to shame, as its unable to

conceal my tears & screams,

I lie low, very low, wanting to go

with the waves itself... I lose myself to that moment!

Suddenly my novelty reveals my reality  

And my fantasy ride fades off, infact

I was the lone rider on the solitary road

My face grim & my wish grizzles,

I face upward & pose a wicked smile to the creator

Uttering - You little bastard!